2026年1月6日 星期二

鳳凰木 梁秉鈞

〈鳳凰木〉 梁秉鈞

在本來綠色的地方出現了紅色
隨着初夏的早晨連雲的海島
展開在汽車拐彎的地方
你不要我用既定的眼光看你

森林的火焰,細看卻是連串
細碎脆弱的心瓣,輕輕躍動
跟世俗的紅色也有相似
在某些安好的時刻寧靜的角落
朝向高高的天空有拔起的意志
但也常常倚傍房子和車站
也與路人呼吸同樣的塵埃

我從天橋上望向深谷
坐在顛簸的車上回望來路
綠山間一弧一弧紅煙花
不避市廛四處散落佈滿山坡
沿路發現你變化的輪廓
從此我也注意鮮明的顏色
逐漸記得你獨特的名字
年年在平常的事物上重生

顏色是如何逐漸轉變的?
綠色是容忍的溫婉?紅色
革命的暴力?都不對。比喻
只是限制。我不想把彼此分類
我看見你,想體會你
是從一片牽連的綠裏私自翻出
新亮的紅花坦然朝向白雲?
還是嘩笑亂顫的花蕊只因為
游葉顧盼,繁枝無盡的遊戲?
在凝望裏形成一種想法,汽車
拐彎,又消失了
你與眼前景色有新的連繫

也許我總無法如你期望般的
看你,像一樹紅花那樣看你
我也嘗探首越過窗框看你生長
說這些花開得跟別人不一樣
你執拗地搖晃,彷彿說不外是濫調
重複着濫調,也許我們走向相同
方向,但卻避不開前後糾結的陰影
在一個偏頗的彎角枝葉鞭打我的窗子
猛然的攻擊裏我找不到你的
眼睛,我有時也不免懷疑
這不斷對一切搖首的花葉
可也看到我有不同的枝椏
長向不同的方向?

我不要你用既定的眼光看我

1991

2026年1月5日 星期一

牧神的下午 商禽

〈牧神的下午〉 商禽

一、

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二、

一個八九歲的小孩,在一個約三公尺寬的髒水塘旁邊對著那太陽眼鏡似的水裏躺著的兩隻牛大聲吆喝著:「喔!喔!」並且把牠們穿著鼻孔的繩,使勁地往上拉。那是那兩條牛,其中的一隻,瞪了他一個白眼;另一隻,把頭轉向一邊,用鼻子哼出一些髒水,算是對他的答覆。
近處的草原上,正有三級風吹過。
那個小孩開始用一根細長的竹枝鞭著水面,一面用手指著波動著草叢說:「啊,我的先人,我的祖宗,起來看一看吧;看那此草是多麼青,多麼嫩呀!但是,噢,它們都在那裏奔跑著呀,它們在風神的追趕下都要逃走了!它們是那樣地長,如果不被風神的大輪子輾倒,你們吃起來連頭也不用低哦……」
可是,那兩條牛,連看都不看他一眼,把頭轉向旁邊,用尾巴在塘底蘸一些泥漿摔出水面,像用手一揮說:去你的吧。

那小孩,忽然摔了手中的竹枝和繩子,很快地跑在風的面前,到草原上拔起一把長長的草來,奔回塘邊,用嘴咬了一口,嚼著,並且,用最溫和的聲音向牠們誘勸:「哪!親愛的,來嘛,這草多嫩,多甜。」又在鼻邊嗅了一下說:「啊,好香!來呀,來吃呀,啊,我的心肝,好香呀,多嫩呀,多甜呀……」並且一面牽引繩子。

兩條牛中的一條,似乎已經嗅到了草的香味,開始站起身來,可是,瀝青一樣濃黑得發光的塘水,用溫暖的手輕撫著牠那灰紅色的大肚子;牠側轉頭,對他和他手中的草看了一眼之後,忽然又一歪身躺了下去;濃黑的水被擠到塘邊,然後像久別重逢的新人一樣地奔回,把牠們擁抱,淹沒了整個背脊,直到頸項。而那個小孩,卻因此而被拖倒在塘邊了。

三、

  我們都知道:假如那個孩子不曾遺失了他的牧笛,(啊,我們不知道他是怎麼遺失的?)他是大可不必這樣費勁的。如今他卻坐在塘邊,一面看著那兩條親著髒水的牛,一面看著那像要逃去了的草原,嗚嗚地哭了起來,直到太陽笑著從山後隱去。大地把一切色彩依相反的順序還給天空。

摘自商禽詩集《夢或者黎明》,頁156-160。

2026年1月4日 星期日

煙  李國威

煙  李國威

時常面對的這些房屋
窗內的人都走了
玻璃是殘缺的
白雲卻鑽不進去

窗的沉默無人了解
這樣對望也沒有好處
但我們得到的
是一點駐足的時間

把眼晴放高些兒
看看煙囪的愁緒
往哪裏去呢
天空是茫茫的

消失後會再現
人來了
就有煙的光采

原刊《中國學生周報》第967期,中華民國60年1月29日。

冬  李國威

冬  李國威

那些屋子樹葉走路的夜晚
淡淡的月光溶出冬天
沉默中 與往昔握手
溫柔像一盞街燈 輕輕亮在心上

就是你的名字 繞過夜車
撲向二十四小時的咖啡店
坐下 喚了一杯茶 以為你還在對座
便想微笑 便想說話

冬天仍在窗外
灰濛濛的火車站 停駐着
雲的過去和現在

城市睡熟後
我將步回陽光顫動的廂卡去
那當是別個季節
那當是大地變現你音容的時候

原刊《盤古》第二十三期,1969年4月。

感傷的詩  李國威

感傷的詩  李國威

你看見了遙遠的夜
不曉得什麼是疲倦
在早上飲啤酒,晚上喝咖啡
三十個日子去後,留下了寒冷

讓雨打下來吧
洗滴你眼中的風塵
再不是紐約了
再不是小意大利裏的移民家庭
讓你像一棵樹
堅定地站着,在小小的海島上

想那冰雪消融的街道
夜的濕滑和冷寂
六呎高的兄弟送你
到父母身邊,讓他們看看
將近三十歲的孩兒

母親的食物準備了八年
你坐在妹妹的鋼琴旁邊
看着她們失眠的臉孔
從前你有一個醉酒的父親
如今他有一個易醉的兒子

飲吧,在這異國的第一夜
為相會和離別共醉
到歸來的時候

悲哀你們是中國人

原刊《大拇指》第62期,一九七七年六月一日。

童心説  李贄

〈童心説〉  李贄
 
  龍洞山農(龍洞山農究為何人,學者有李贄、顏鈞、焦竑等說)敍《西廂》,末語云:「知者勿謂我尚有童心可也。」夫童心者,真心也。若以童心為不可,是以真心為不可也。夫童心者,絕假純真,最初一念之本心也。若失卻童心,便失卻真心;失卻真心,便失卻真人。人而非真,全不復有初矣。童子者,人之初也;童心者,心之初也。夫心之初,曷(音喝)可失也?然童心胡然(為何)而遽失也?
 
  蓋方其始也,有聞見從耳目而入,而以為主於其內而童心失。其長也,有道理從聞見而入,而以為主於其內而童心失。其久也,道理聞見日以益多,則所知所覺日以益廣,於是焉又知美名之可好也,而務欲以揚之而童心失。知不美之名之可醜也,而務欲以掩之而童心失。夫道理聞見,皆自多讀書、識義理而來也。古之聖人,曷嘗不讀書哉。然縱不讀書,童心固自在也;縱多讀書,亦以護此童心而使之勿失焉耳,非若學者反以多讀書識義理而反障之也。夫學者既以多讀書識義理障其童心矣,聖人又何用多著書立言以障學人為耶?童心既障,於是發而為言語,則言語不由衷;見而為政事,則政事無根柢;著而為文辭,則文辭不能達(暢達)。非內含以(同「而」)章美也,非篤實生輝光也,欲求一句有德之言,卒不可得,所以者何?以童心既障,而以從外入者聞見道理為之心也。
 
  夫既以聞見道理為心矣,則所言者皆聞見道理之言,非童心自出之言也,言雖工,於我何與?豈非以假人言假言,而事假事、文假文乎!蓋其人既假,則無所不假矣。由是而以假言與假人言,則假人喜;以假事與假人道,則假人喜;以假文與假人談,則假人喜。無所不假,則無所不喜。滿場是假,矮人何辯也(《朱子語類卷二十七》:「正如矮子看戲一般,見前面人笑,他也笑。」)。然則雖有天下之至文,其湮滅於假人而不盡見於後世者,又豈少哉!何也?天下之至文,未有不出於童心焉者也。苟童心常存,則道理不行,聞見不立,無時不文,無人不文,無一樣創制體格文字而非文者。詩何必古《選》(《昭明文選》)?文何必先秦?降而為六朝,變而為近體,又變而為傳奇,變而為院本(金代行院(妓院)演出的戲劇腳本),為雜劇,為《西廂曲》,為《水滸傳》,為今之舉子業(指科舉考試的文章,即八股文),皆古今至文,不可得而時勢先後論也。故吾因是而有感於童心者之自文(發自內心的文章)也,更説什麼六經,更説什麼《語》、《孟》乎!
 
  夫六經、《語》、《孟》,非其史官過為褒崇之詞,則其臣子極為讚美之語,又不然(即「再不就是」),則其迂闊門徒、懵懂弟子,記憶師説,有頭無尾,得後遺前,隨其所見,筆之於書。後學不察,便謂出自聖人之口也,決定目之為經矣,孰知其大半非聖人之言乎?縱出自聖人,要亦有為而發,不過因病發藥,隨時處方,以救此一等懵懂弟子,迂闊門徒云耳。醫藥假(憑藉、建基於)病,方難定執,是豈可遽以為萬世之至論乎?然則六經、《語》、《孟》,乃道學之口實,假人之淵藪(音搜,根源,或聚集處)也,斷斷乎其不可以語於(不可同日而語)童心之言明矣。嗚呼!吾又安得真正大聖人童心未曾失者而與之一言文(一談為文之道)哉!

2026年1月3日 星期六

題孔子像於芝佛院  李贄

〈題孔子像於芝佛院〉  李贄(1527—1602年)
 
  人皆以孔子為大聖,吾亦以為大聖;皆以老、佛為異端,吾亦以為異端。人人非真知大聖與異端也,以所聞於父師之教者熟也;父師非真知大聖與異端也,以所聞於儒先(即先儒)之教者熟也;儒先亦非真知大聖與異端也,以孔子有是言也。其曰:「聖則吾不能」(語本《孟子·公孫丑上》:昔者子貢問於孔子曰:夫子聖矣乎?孔子曰:聖則吾不能,我學不厭而教不倦也),是居謙也。其曰「攻乎異端」(《論語·為政》:「子曰:攻乎異端,斯害也已。」朱熹注引范祖禹曰:「攻,專治也……異端……如楊墨是也……為害甚矣!」又引程子曰:「佛氏之言,比之楊墨,尤為近理,所以其害為尤甚」。又焦循《補疏》引《韓詩外傳》云:『別殊類,使不相害,序異端,使不相悖。』《論語·子罕》亦云:「子曰:吾有知乎哉?無知也。有鄙夫問於我,空空如也,我叩其兩端而竭焉。」焦循解「攻」字為調和、克服、使貫通(兩端)義,或有過火處。然其引《韓詩》以證「異端」一詞並不必然得作純貶義解,則甚有力。故是句或可理解為「執於一端,其害大矣」),是必為老與佛也。
 
  儒先億度而言之,父師沿襲而誦之,小子矇聾而聽之。萬口一詞,不可破也;千年一律,不自知也。不曰「徒誦其言」,而曰「已知其人」(語本《孟子·萬章下》:「以友天下之善士為未足,又尚論古之人。頌其詩,讀其書,不知其人,可乎?是以論其世也。是尚友也。」朱熹注:尚,上同。言進而上也。……論其世,論其當世行事之跡也。言既觀其言,則不可以不知其為人之實,是以又考其行也。夫能友天下之善士,其所友眾矣,猶以為未足,又進而取於古人。是能進其取友之道,而非止為一世之士矣);不曰「強不知以為知」,而曰「知之為知之」(《論語·為政》:知之為知之,不知為不知,是知也)。至今日,雖有目(眼力,即明辨是非的能力),無所用矣。
 
  余何人也,敢謂有目?亦從眾耳。既從而聖之,亦從眾而事之。是故吾從眾事孔子於芝佛之院(一笑)。

另附Mark Twain, "Corn-pone Opinions" (1900)一文摘錄:

"Fifty years ago, when I was a boy of fifteen and helping to inhabit a Missourian village on the banks of the Mississippi, I had a friend whose society was very dear to me because I was forbidden by my mother to partake of it. He was a gay and impudent and satirical and delightful young black man - a slave - who daily preached sermons from the top of his master’s woodpile, with me for sole audience. He imitated the pulpit style of the several clergymen of the village, and did it well, and with fine passion and energy. To me he was a wonder. I believed he was the greatest orator in the United States and would some day be heard from. But it did not happen; in the distribution of rewards he was overlooked. It is the way, in this world.
 
He interrupted his preaching, now and then, to saw a stick of wood; but the sawing was a pretense - he did it with his mouth; exactly imitating the sound the bucksaw makes in shrieking its way through the wood. But it served its purpose; it kept his master from coming out to see how the work was getting along. I listened to the sermons from the open window of a lumber room at the back of the house. One of his texts was this:
 
“You tell me whar a man gits(i.e. gets) his corn pone, en I’ll tell you what his ’pinions is.”
 
I can never forget it. It was deeply impressed upon me... The black philosopher’s idea was that a man is not independent, and cannot afford views which might interfere with his bread and butter. If he would prosper, he must train with the majority; in matters of large moment, like politics and religion, he must think and feel with the bulk of his neighbors, or suffer damage in his social standing and in his business prosperities. He must restrict himself to corn-pone opinions - at least on the surface. He must get his opinions from other people; he must reason out none for himself; he must have no first-hand views.
...
It was his idea that there is such a thing as a first-hand opinion; an original opinion; an opinion which is coldly reasoned out in a man’s head, by a searching analysis of the facts involved, with the heart unconsulted, and the jury room closed against outside influences. It may be that such an opinion has been born somewhere, at some time or other, but I suppose it got away before they could catch it and stuff it and put it in the museum.

I am persuaded that a coldly-thought-out and independent verdict upon a fashion in clothes, or manners, or literature, or politics, or religion, or any other matter that is projected into the field of our notice and interest, is a most rare thing - if it has indeed ever existed.
 
A new thing in costume appears - the flaring hoopskirt, for example - and the passers-by are shocked, and the irreverent laugh. Six months later everybody is reconciled; the fashion has established itself; it is admired, now, and no one laughs. Public opinion resented it before, public opinion accepts it now, and is happy in it. Why? Was the resentment reasoned out? Was the acceptance reasoned out? No. The instinct that moves to conformity did the work. It is our nature to conform; it is a force which not many can successfully resist. What is its seat? The inborn requirement of self-approval. We all have to bow to that; there are no exceptions. Even the woman who refuses from first to last to wear the hoopskirt comes under that law and is its slave; she could not wear the skirt and have her own approval; and that she must have, she cannot help herself. But as a rule our self-approval has its source in but one place and not elsewhere - the approval of other people. A person of vast consequences can introduce any kind of novelty in dress and the general world will presently adopt it - moved to do it, in the first place, by the natural instinct to passively yield to that vague something recognized as authority, and in the second place by the human instinct to train with the multitude and have its approval...

The hoopskirt runs its course and disappears. Nobody reasons about it. One woman abandons the fashion; her neighbor notices this and follows her lead; this influences the next woman; and so on and so on, and presently the skirt has vanished out of the world, no one knows how nor why; nor cares, for that matter. It will come again, by and by; and in due course will go again.
...
Our table manners, and company manners, and street manners change from time to time, but the changes are not reasoned out; we merely notice and conform. We are creatures of outside influences; as a rule we do not think, we only imitate. We cannot invent standards that will stick; what we mistake for standards are only fashions, and perishable. We may continue to admire them, but we drop the use of them. We notice this in literature. Shakespeare is a standard, and fifty years ago we used to write tragedies which we couldn’t tell from - from somebody else’s; but we don’t do it any more, now. Our prose standard, three quarters of a century ago, was ornate and diffuse; some authority or other changed it in the direction of compactness and simplicity, and conformity followed, without argument. The historical novel starts up suddenly, and sweeps the land. Everybody writes one, and the nation is glad. We had historical novels before; but nobody read them, and the rest of us conformed - without reasoning it out. We are conforming in the other way, now, because it is another case of everybody.

The outside influences are always pouring in upon us, and we are always obeying their orders and accepting their verdicts. The Smiths like the new play; the Joneses go to see it, and they copy the Smith verdict. Morals, religions, politics, get their following from surrounding influences and atmospheres, almost entirely; not from study, not from thinking. A man must and will have his own approval first of all, in each and every moment and circumstance of his life - even if he must repent of a self-approved act the moment after its commission, in order to get his self-approval again: but, speaking in general terms, a man’s self-approval in the large concerns of life has its source in the approval of the peoples about him, and not in a searching personal examination of the matter. Mohammedans are Mohammedans because they are born and reared among that sect, not because they have thought it out and can furnish sound reasons for being Mohammedans; we know why Catholics are Catholics; why Presbyterians are Presbyterians; why Baptists are Baptists; why Mormons are Mormons; why thieves are thieves; why monarchists are monarchists; why Republicans are Republicans and Democrats, Democrats. We know it is a matter of association and sympathy, not reasoning and examination; that hardly a man in the world has an opinion upon morals, politics, or religion which he got otherwise than through his associations and sympathies. Broadly speaking, there are none but corn-pone opinions. And broadly speaking, corn-pone stands for self-approval. Self-approval is acquired mainly from the approval of other people. The result is conformity. Sometimes conformity has a sordid business interest - the bread-and-butter interest - but not in most cases, I think. I think that in the majority of cases it is unconscious and not calculated; that it is born of the human being’s natural yearning to stand well with his fellows and have their inspiring approval and praise - a yearning which is commonly so strong and so insistent that it cannot be effectually resisted, and must have its way.

A political emergency brings out the corn-pone opinion in fine force in its two chief varieties - the pocketbook variety, which has its origin in self-interest, and the bigger variety, the sentimental variety - the one which can’t bear to be outside the pale; can’t bear to be in disfavor; can’t endure the averted face and the cold shoulder; wants to stand well with his friends, wants to be smiled upon, wants to be welcome, wants to hear the precious words, “He’s on the right track!” Uttered, perhaps by an ass, but still an ass of high degree, an ass whose approval is gold and diamonds to a smaller ass, and confers glory and honor and happiness, and membership in the herd. For these gauds many a man will dump his life-long principles into the street, and his conscience along with them. We have seen it happen. In some millions of instances.
 
Men think they think upon great political questions, and they do; but they think with their party, not independently; they read its literature, but not that of the other side; they arrive at convictions, but they are drawn from a partial view of the matter in hand and are of no particular value. They swarm with their party, they feel with their party, they are happy in their party’s approval; and where the party leads they will follow, whether for right and honor, or through blood and dirt and a mush of mutilated morals.
 
In our late canvass half of the nation passionately believed that in silver lay salvation, the other half as passionately believed that that way lay destruction. Do you believe that a tenth part of the people, on either side, had any rational excuse for having an opinion about the matter at all? I studied that mighty question to the bottom - came out empty. Half of our people passionately believe in high tariff, the other half believe otherwise. Does this mean study and examination, or only feeling? The latter, I think. I have deeply studied that question, too - and didn’t arrive. We all do no end of feeling, and we mistake it for thinking. And out of it we get an aggregation which we consider a boon. Its name is Public Opinion. It is held in reverence. It settles everything. Some think it the Voice of God."